I'm not blaming you for falling in love with another guy, I'm not angry either. I should be, but i'm not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but i was wrong.
Because to me, our love is everything and you were my whole life. It's not very pleasant to realize that it was only an episode.
Now the memories i always cherish when we were together become my worst enemies. The thoughts i loved to think about, suddenly seems a lot safer to lock them in a box, far from the light of day and throw away the key.
I love you. With no beginning, no end. I love you as you have become an extra necessary organ in my body. I love you, without fear, without expectations. Wanting nothing in return, except that you allow me to keep you here in my heart.
Move on already, they said. What they don't get is that it's not so easy when the memories of you is stuck on replay in my head. How happy you made me. Those were always be my best memories, and i will never be able to erase them. If i could, i would in a heartbeat. It'd be so much easier to move on. To forget you, like you forgot me.
